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Monday, December 10, 2018

FREESTYLE 2 (FAR)


But so far
I have never seen anything this far
Faraway, thinking of how far
People can be far 
From never far truth
All I’m saying is
Your enemies are far
When you are far ahead of them
In what you do
GO FAR!!!

Written by: omolarawrites
Copyright 2018

FREESTYLE 1


What did he say after you have said what you just said
And did he agree with what you said to him 
But I not sure he can say that 
Considering what he said yesterday. 
All I’m saying is, stop saying that 
Because it doesn’t say well of you to spend 
Much time saying stuffs about people 
Who doesn’t say jack about you!!!

#lifeofawritter


Sunday, December 9, 2018

LETTING GO 2


I was at the verge of committing suicide that I met Tonye.  Most times I asked myself, can men just take their eyes off me. He was there all the way admonishing and encouraging me not to give up. And then I started healing. He actually got me another great job.

 Tonye was not a man to waste time at all. Did I mention that my ex was fantastic, oh; he was no match for Tonye. We got deeper in our relationship and in no time we fixed our wedding date.

I guess I have come to a point in my life that nothing matters to me anymore; whatever is not yours will definitely not stay.  My life began on another fresh page and I was ready to have it all in.

 Wax never made attempt to reach out so with the joy that was ahead of me, he was completely forgotten. Tonye got us a brand new duplex apartment and to crown it up, he gifted me with a brand new SUV Benz.

It’s true the proverbs that states “the house of a king that burns, only adds aesthetics”. My life; so beautiful people around wondered how I made it despite the blow. Couple of months later, we got married. We were out of the country for our honeymoon.

Life was going so well. I was driving from work then the unexpected happened. I heard a tap on my side wind shield and then I saw myself looking into the eyes of the man who disappeared without a trace.

I was shocked to my marrow. Wax was looking more handsome to the last time I saw him. Oh Lord, what is happening? We exchanged greetings and he was happy and apologetic. He promised to call and I was excited about it.

Wake up, Van, WAKE UP!!! The scream was only in my head and it wasn’t loud enough.  My husband noticed the change but he was just too much of a gentle man to ask. “honey are you ok, you have been absent minded of late” he voiced out some days later. “I am very ok, just the stress of work that’s all….. And then love I will be coming late today, wanna see my mum so don’t wait up, ok?” My husband was not satisfied by my response but he didn’t push further.

The breeze was salty and fresh. “I forgive you”. I said again to Wax. I am married now” I said weakly.  “I know, the fact that you agreed to meet me at our favorite spot shows you still have something for me”. He moved closer and then placed his lips on mine. Oh, why should he taste this good. Van stop!!! But I was too gone to stop now. He came on me and began to perform the magic he knew well. Of course he made me a woman and he was good at it. We were both naked and then he made his way into me.

I woke up with a start. “it’s only a dream” I said. I turned to my left only to see Wax breathing his cool breathes into my flesh.

“No!!!!!!!” I shouted, Wax was scared by my scream. He begged but it was too late.
That marked the beginning of my extra marital affairs with Wax. My life was in disarray. My husband lost his charm to me. 

The argument in my marriage had built up so much that my husband couldn’t concentrate on anything. He kept begging me but I wouldn’t listen. We were at our usual argument one of those days and then I rushed out of the house with my load. He wore a boxer. 

He ran after me and then I ran the more. The sound of a crash made me stop. I looked back only for me to see Tonye in the pool of his own blood.

The deed was done. We had the funeral. Some days later, I went to Wax’s house only for me to be told that he had traveled back. ……..

If you are reading this story, I am far gone. Sometimes, it’s always good to let go………..


written by: omolarawrites
picture source: google
copyrights 2018

Friday, December 7, 2018

LETTING GO


“I forgive you”. That I said as I looked deeply into the eyes of the man who made me a woman. It was a very quiet night; we sat close to Wave beach. Sitting nose to nose to me is the man whom I had come to love. 

Wax was every woman’s dream but for me, I never dreamt. Maybe, just maybe the reason he kept coming after me. We met at a conference, I was representing my company and he was one of the spokes persons. His eyes were glued to mine all through the conference and while I visited the female rest room, he was on a visit to the males’ as well. 

Our part crossed the third time as we took the same flight. I hate coincidence with consequences. The seat next to mine was empty and he asked if he could join me.

“Sure”, I replied shyly. I guess he must had seen my naivety because I couldn’t hide the feelings been close to him brought. As much as I won’t like to talk about his masculinity, I am tempted to. Wax was the first guy I knew to smell so good you could almost lick his fragrance.

We alighted from the plane together and he offered to carry my luggage. “But yours are heavy”. I protested lightly. He paid no attention. Pictures of his tender face kept flashing through my mind as we made our way to the waiting cab man.

His sense of humour was so strong I almost choked. He had a way of touching my palm lightly to make emphasis. It was time for us to depart. I could feel my eyes burn with hot cascade I hid.

“I will call you” he kissed those four-lettered-words into my ears. I trebled so hard I never knew it was obvious till I saw him support my back with his strong hands. All I could do was to nod and immediately jumped into the waiting cab before I made more ridicule of my lineage.

With so much sleepless night of lovemaking and exploring boundaries, I lost myself completely to him. He never for once gave me chance to feel unloved and that was all I needed. I never knew how deep I was into him.

 He was out of the country. Some days passed and I found myself in the hospital. I was driving home from work, his thought filled my heart, I did not see the on-coming vehicle. I was not so injure and he flew in immediately the news reached him.

So love can be this true and intense. If only I had someone to scream in my face, Meg wake up!!!! Never knew I was wallowing in the wilderness of imbecility and idiocy. Wax stopped calling exactly a year after we met. I tried everything humanly possible but the excuses he gave made me sick.
  
He moved out of the country for three months straight. That made it difficult for me to reach him. If he was going to behave this way, he should at least tell me what I did wrong.
I had to move on. Losing my job was the high price paid for the ineptitude to function effectively. I was at the verge …….

TO BE CONT
written by:omolarawrites
Picture source Google
coppyright 2018

AMOR

YOU MIGHT WANT TO SEND THIS TO SOMEONE

Words fail me to crescendo,
But this i will say, 
When Adam was created,
He knew something was missing, 
He never got it right with the Eve
Because she led him to his downfall. 
I am not here to preach to you,
My life is in shambles because the one to
Make it right has not agreed to take up the task.
Looking back at how we met,
I knew we are meant to be
I am an incomplete man without the WO, 
You are the rising sun shining radiantly. 
Your smile....oh your smile
is enough to quench  the fiercest volcano, 
Your tears...woooowww
Like a cascading fountain makes my oasis of joy. 
My journey in life found it part towards you.
The moment you called my name,
I forgot the stress a life without you could bring,
Allow me this day to make you mine,
Make babies that calls us Ma and Da
Build the castle affection can hold
Go places love can grow
Will you then this day be my wife?

written by : omolarawrites
picture source : Google
copyright: 2018

Thursday, December 6, 2018

THE HOT BAPTISM ON MY BREAST


“We are here again,
We are here again
Father we are here again
Holy ghost come and take control”

The zeal dropped the moment I perceived the party jollof rice our neighbors cooked. I tried to open my eyes slightly, then I heard the pastor screamed “He is coming………ooooooo…..o riririririri, its coming, the spirit is here…..don’t open your eyes…..the spirit is here, oooooooo thank you Holy Spirit divine, shalaboskedeluul kitorubbersandal, maleee me luuu” he blasted.

I exhaled deeply. Can this deliverance pastor just get this prayer over and done with? I made attempt to look again and then I saw my other siblings so engrossed in prayers; so as not to look like the possessed one, I intensified in prayer. We were all on our knees. Ask me what happened to us?

Seeing people both young and old use glasses had been a fancy thing for me. I was in JSS 1 when the unquenchable thirst started. Out of five children, I was the only one with eye defect. Though my dad and mum used glasses. One of those days, I got back from school and complained about my sight. My mum was worried so she promised to take me for checkup.

The weekend came and we set out for Ido-Ekiti. We were living in Ikere then. The usual medical procedure was done, you know- checking of BP before sending any patient to the doctor. Sorry, who sent the nurse to check my mum’s BP? Well, it was a good evil because from there we discovered my mum had high BP. That was where we ended my glasses passion.

Ado here we come. Please what has witchcraft to do with high BP. That was how my mum started calling tongue pastors in their sizes and spiritual hierarchies. The ones who spoke tongues in German, Spanish and even our dialect Ekiti- Keeeluubelulu, sijokenduleee poju, mayamaye, moko moko, maya maya, salatu, skedelu. See, I was just too young for these now, Haba!!!

With three girls and two boys, congregation was complete. There was this brother in our church then, he called himself Ibunkun (Blessing) so we all called him brother Ibunku.  One of those days, he came to our house unannounced. He said the spirit led him. Please help me ask him, did the Spirit also lead him to demand for Eba? I tell you; that was the first thing he requested for. I was the one who made it.

He finished it, yes he did, the Eba three people could eat comfortably, he ate alone and we all sat on the floor staring at him. Where do we go from here? Prayer session started. Oh let me not forget to tell you that my mum and dad were not around so he was well led by the spirit.

The fear he instilled in us was too solid I could axe it. “The spirit says no one should open eye (rara, ki eni keni mase la oju)” la oju ke {open eyes ke), since I didn’t want any evil spirit to enter me. As disobedient as I was, I did not open anything.

Prayer was concluded. He left. Two days later we were having a chit chat, and then I mentioned the fact that he touched my breast and shook it vigorously. Soooooo I wasn’t the only one, that ma…..n actually sized our breasts round all in the name of deliverance.

Luck smiled against him one day that he visited. We never knew he was coming. He was with his encyclopedia bible again and this time, we were ready.

“The spirit leads…..’ 
We cut him “Don’t worry sir, the spirit came ahead of you and healed our mum” we all echoed  


Written by: omolarawrites
Picture source: GOOGLE
Copyright 2018

I AM TEMPTED TO KILL



“Can someone just get me out of these ropes, I am not possessed”.  My voice echoed. I could feel some presence and then something removed the veil. I tried to adjust my vision to the room.

It’s a slightly lit room. The amber light slimmed down from a corner. There was a big jar of blood positioned at the center of the room. The floor was designed in a way to depict ritual activity. 

I was blindfolded before entering the room. Aside the people that brought me into the room, whose faces I couldn’t see; there were no sounds of life. Ropes were tied around my legs and hands. I was in so much pain.

Vigil was what they called it before I agreed to follow them but what I saw juxtaposed my thought. Is anybody there” I screamed out. As if I had said the wrong code; the light, I mean the only illumination in the room went out. That settled it. I became scared the more.

Suddenly, I started perceiving awful smell, like a rotten body. “Somebody help me!!!”.  Oh that was the right code because immediately; lights came up in sequence. The light was so bright it could blind the eye if fully opened.

“Thank God”.  I confessed. I looked round to see the size of the room and it was indeed large. Images started appearing through the walls. Their faces were covered, my heart pounded so much that I started shaking. As they walked towards me humming, it sounded like they conjured something demonic.  The light dimmed.  As they moved closer, they increased in number. They were just a step away from me.

I opened my mouth in a long scream and all of a sudden;  they vomited into my mouth. I only wished it was a dream, but no, it was as real as day that breaks and sun that sets.


AN HOUR EARLIER
My grand dad was my favorite before he died at the age of hundred. He was so wealthy that the king of our village made him the second- in-command. Though we were Christians,  but the things I saw my grandfather did made me to conclude that I wasn’t going to accept any chieftain title from any one. At least the ancestors favored him.  I need to gist you a little on how close I was with my granddad

Right from age 10, my parents traveled out of the country. Been the only child, my parents wanted me to stay back in the country. Some neighbors can so not mind their businesses. I could remember the fateful day the judgment was passed, solely influenced by our neighbor whom we took in as family. They never minded their business. 

No wonder I had to plant sharp objects under the-welcoming-foot mat. They came to poke nose into my affairs the day my dad was supposed to take me out for shopping. What was that they even said? “E ti n ba omode yi je ju” (you spoil this child too much). Haba,is it their spoiling?  A month before my parent traveled, they were with them discussing about me and then they advised them that they should not let me go with them that I would become like those bad children raised in abroad.

That was how I ended up with my grand pa. Anyone who had his or her parents in abroad would understand what I felt.

Now, I am a full grown man. My grand dad was the backbone for me. Many a times I went out of my way to cause trouble outside, but he stood by me. He gave me the spoil my parents feared. Now he is dead. My parents came to see us once in a while and immediately they heard of his demise, they flew in.

The burial date was fixed. We spent so much. I cried all day and nothing anyone said could console me. “But you are a man now, you should not be doing this in front of prospective wife” my mom consoled. That did not change anything.  Let me not forget to tell you that I made sure I checked his corpse every day at the mortuary till I was banned from doing so.

It was time to lower the casket. I cried out “ nooooo, nooooo, I must see my granddad……..papaaaaaaaaa”. They persuaded me to stop crying, but it was like they poured water at the back of a calabash. The ifa priest did some rituals around the four corner of his tomb. When they all saw that I wasn’t going to take no for an answer, one of the ifa priest gave the order for the casket to be opened. He had been lowered fully, so the wonder men opened it.

 I knelt down to take a long look at his now-very- dark- face. “Ooh oh death”. I wailed.  And then one of grandpa’s concubines ran from nowhere shouting and screaming. “oko mi oooooo” (my husband). Please who called her? That was how she pushed me and I landed inside the coffin with my grand pa which made it the last thing I remembered.

PRESENT
I could feel needles piecing my body as I gradually opened my eyes to a very white room. “Where am I?” I asked weakly.

“Shhhhhhhhh, don’t talk, you will be fine. You fell into your granddad’s coffin and then you lost consciousness”.

I am very tempted to kill that silly woman that pushed me!!!!!!!!

Proudly written by : omolarawrites
Picture source: GOOGLE
Copyright 2018




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