LIFE TODAY

DEPRESSION
I am more than enough, I can have all I crave for. These and many are the thoughts that crosses  the heart of a controlling man. Forgetting that we are only allowed to control one thing and that is SELF. I have not come to judge anyone in any way but to unveil our thought as to what brings depression.

Based on my gathered findings, I have come to conclude without any form of hasty generalization that absolutely nothing can satisfy. This I see as the reason why men crave to control maybe just maybe it will make them feel better- I AM IN CHARGE

Now what happens when the controlled gains freedom? Depression sets in.

Leave it, stop it, abhor it. it only boost the level of anxiety as what seems controllable today is gathering defence against you tomorrow. Have you taken your time to ask why you are all sweated  over a thing - someone. its because man feels if I can control it, it won't get out of hand. Now its out of your reach and you are in pursuance; alas depression sets in

THEN YOU HEAR WORDS LIKE
I am heart broken
I thought I got it covered
But it was going fine not until
I think i am not good enough
Could this be the reason why it never worked out

SO LONG A. LETTER
Its beyond what we can imagine

ANTIDOTE
Just leave it; not saying give up
After you have done all, wait
You can never be wiser than the one who created you
Being a control freak leaves you at the door step of depression
You do not want to go through life alone
Watch and pray
When it seems like its falling apart gather braces from the Word
You never can tell when God is testing you
For the sake of peace of your mind, let things take its time

MYSELF
Two years ago, I went visiting my elder sister. Took with me my PC in order to work on my story. Few days later, she left for work but unknown to me she swapped my laptop with hers. Hours later she was back from work and then I jumped at my system. Plugged it, only for me to see water dripping out. Just like that, I lost my system.

I tried to fix it but it won't get fixed so I gave up and decided to keep it at home. Now its been two years. Stumbled on it and decides to see if miracle can happen, trust me; it happened indeed.

At times we just need to leave it and never control it. I was very depressed when I couldn't control the situation but when I just let it be, it got fixed automatically.



Life is not going to give you things that easily and things you get easily from life is by Grace


                                                                                                                DEPRESSION IS REAL!!!

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